self conception model I
home effigy (aftermath)
home effigy
animal autophagy
a dependency pull like poles repel
ascension model for gauze web I
metamorph with blockage
“home” and other figments
gastric foreign body of a processed animal
soft methods of organizing obstructed means of failed communication
starvation motive
for when you come back "home"
procedural memory in marrow (catch and release cognitive loop)
in case we built that tree house
debridement of a transitional object
a counterclockwise pull towards you

I myself am a strange loop
biological ingest, psychologically uncomfortable forms of wound debridement at the site of injury
system for draining wounds
rumination loop
autophagy as a path to self reliance (i don’t need anyone or anything, i don’t even need myself)
symbolic coccyx
cradle and consume

estranged and pathetic

neglected experimental animal I

flesh home
I'm not right

my second biggest hollow space
maternal mass
Cord cauterization
Transitional Object III
recoil
