self embodiment conflict I self embodiment conflict II self embodiment conflict III self embodiment residual 5 perspective home projection knot navigation (Kathy Ireland Dining Chair) program paradox (pray to something, magic circle I) destruction of my own doing / product of my own making i saw a white bird (on explaining a hallucination) Implications of touch within the residue of intentional corrosion nasogastric through line in search of channel 2 consumption of a breakthrough nutritional treatment a soft damp cavern and its former inhabitants feeding time premonition and nostalgia stomach in knots It's my party resorption/reabsorption imagined treehouse I self healing system proof of existence (anger is a big house) dear knowbody how many holes does a human have? (ruptured) brick mother (ruptured) throughlines from a necessary extraction transitional specimen I, II, & III i feel horrible